September 11, 2018

Seventeen years ago ....

5779 Rosh Hashanah 2018

OH Carole, gotta figure out how to open from other computer. High Holidays begins Sunday, kids will hopefully be here Sept. 19 for Yom Kippur Break the Fast although no one fasts or attends services —to say I miss you with all my heart an understatement.

Caught up with Joshua today, he is doing so well, so is Danny as usual. Both in media, Danny as cameraman, Josh as media manager, sending stuff from cameras into computer... both different shows and jobs.

Curt is on treadmill he's doing well, too.

The #MeToo Movement has taken hold, makes our book easier to to understand and yes, I am back to it ....

Oh my dear sister ....

Sam just texted, texting before you time? He is dropping Kelly the Belly off, his greyhound... he is doing s volunteer fire shift, William is with mother, three big red X's  are out there on the national hurricane site storming from the African coast ... Carole, if the kids weren't here, I'd be gone in a flash, to where I couldn't say ...

Josh completed a documentary, Evolution of Nails, about a painter who adds three 3D with nails, is hoping it makes it into competition. Truly interesting, how light and shadows effect ...the guy us a talented artist. Marcus Levine ... here's the link but you might need a password https://vimeo.com/280272906

Politically, things are tragically disgusting here, and with my daughter supporting Trump—well things are difficult to say the least, never in a million years would I have expected ...

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/09/05/.../trump-white-house-anonymous-resistance.html

2 days ago - The Times is taking the rare step of publishing an anonymous Op-Ed essay. We have done so at the request of the author, a senior official in ..

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/09/05/opinion/trump-white-house-anonymous-resistance.html

I Am Part of the Resistance Inside the Trump Administration

I work for the president but like-minded colleagues and I have vowed to thwart parts of his agenda and his worst inclinations.

June 23, 2018 — Max Bruch

Violin Concerto Number One in G Minor conducted By Josh Bell.... exquisite, have no clue what G Minor means, how many *minors" there actually are, but announcer said, and you would have understood. Thought of you and cried.

Called Snooky yesterday out of the blue, thanked him for being nice to us when we were kids, he and Aunt Arlene picking us up from Nana Sophie's and taking us to Narraganset Beach. Snooky is now 84 ... guess I am catching up on unfinished business. He had been kind, pulling up in front of Nana's with his new T-Bird ... a convertible!

Thought of you in part because Sam and Wizardry William, age 7, are here for hot showers and suppers ... plumbing issue at his house, Sam's working on.

William is so adorable ... sweet,

as you and I must have been— you and I then chiRpY together —

half-a-century past ...  six decades since ...  more than sixty years ago ...

chiRpY enchantment.

May 10, 2018

Hi Carole, May 10 must have been a Mother's Day during our years together because I dreamed of your flouncing, presenting a bouquet of flowers the way you used to do, an outstretched arm full of colors, your  smile beatific and broad across your face. Along with your ebullient rich brown eyes, radiant.

I hit the 70-year-old mark without you, who could have ever imagined either?

Still in my older computer, have a nice image of Curt and I at South Pointe Park on Miami Beach ... not sure how to transfer it.

OK, I emailed it, can't drag from email into blog so dragged to desk top and will import ... we shall see ... it worked!

Will add pic of Danny taken 2 days ago, he' s back from filming in Houston. TX.  He rode an electric / battery like over. I was so happy to see him! Danny is off to Europe next week with gf Elena, Josh, and Giselle, a graduation present to her.  Unsure of their exact plans, not sure if they know!

Can't add captions to Danny's images taken May 3. 2018.

The family is coming over Saturday,  May 12. Maybe more pictures then.

May 12 also our mother's yahrzeit, perhaps five years after your passing.

And so it goes.

March 2018

Students Lead Huge Rallies for Gun Control Across U.S.

Hi Carole, header above from NYT ... received my replacement computer from Apple a few month ago and will attempt to do this blog and Pinecrest Floods,  https://pinecrestfloods.blogspot.com/ from the newer one .... I get confused accessing different blogs, so had used this older one, circa 2009,  for us and the other for Pinecrest Floods ...

Students Lead Huge Rallies for Gun Control Across U.S.

By THE NEW YORK TIMES 28 minutes ago

• Hundreds of thousands of protesters, outraged by a recent school shooting and energized by the student survivors, gathered in Washington to call for an end to gun violence.
• More than 800 protests are planned in every American state and on every continent except for Antarctica. Follow our live coverage.

A side note ±

Carole ...

PS: I took 7-yr-old grandson, William,  to Toy R Us yesterday for Skylanders creatures ... a video interactive game he plays on Miguel's old Xbox.

Historic because Toy R Us is liquidating, all stores going out of business, bankrupt. Sad.

I filed the receipt and some toy packaging in my hope chest — a time capsule.

PPS: Craig's tree spirit is still fastened on the sea grape tree ... hung perhaps 15 years ago, a year or 18 months after you died, a spirit to you, from him and to Curt and I.  Carole, you are with me everyday day ...

PPSS:  Seemingly our last bit of cold weather ending ... will be heating up and then into another storm / hurricane/ flooding / hurricane season ... am scared beyond. 

February 14, 2018 — Valentine's Day School Massacre

 Light and love and warmth ... how I miss you.

BUT WAIT ... the air has changed ... love and warmth to massacre —

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LOCAL: Gunfire has just been reported at a high school in Broward County ... Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School ... there are 3,208 children in grades 9 - 12 enrolled there ...

BREAKING NEWSA shooting was reported at a high school in South Florida. “There are reports of victims,” the police said, and an armed suspect was at large. 3:40 PM 


OMG, Celeste was here last night, with son, my Miguel, 13 year-old grandson. She left early for work schedule today, an ER nurse working in Broward Medical Center where the injured and dying are being transported.

Pavane for a Dead Princes

Maurice Ravel into my living room while I hunchbacked on the couch, stare at your picture on the mantle, tears streaming, you 19 -years-old, Mediterranean almond eyes downward. And I see you through those tears, years ago, time and its disparity — you chirpily telling me that you'd been an Egyptian princess once and I never disbelieved.


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Was it you with your reach divining into a dentist appointment for me tomorrow ... my aching tooth scheduled two weeks ahead?

Oh Carole, how I miss you.

Two days later, Wednesday January 24, 2018.

Carole, could you imagine a Divining Dentist Appointment would make so so happy? First getting, then the results???? NO extraction, or root canal! I'd had a buncle ... "it was a buncle," I'd cried, and he finally surmised I meant carbuncle, an abscess, dumb me.  Outdated Ampicillin given for another tooth still viable.

After that good news, went to class and one upped. May be going to AWP conference in Tampa in March, a classmate booked herself, we'll share a room and she'll drive.  More to follow. Am reading Atwood's The Heart Goes Last, a dystopian madcap. Zany-plus.

Also reading Glick's Time Travel. Between the two, our Three Attention Deficit Sisters and the Mafia. 

January 3, 2018

Hi Carole,

Were you here, we'd be a year apart in ages, whatever those numbers confer ...

Hanukkah, 2017

Love you so much and so sweet of you to to send me the billfold, it is just what I wanted, only you would know ... pictures to follow,  boys were here, Little Genie is spending the night, Doug Jones won In Alabama ... superb

Carole Barrel Sortie Two

HI Carole,

Two days ago we were gleefully hunting for and finding  doggie ornaments together in our favorite Ross store nearby, and today I awoke in tears, searching my cell phone for you, your name.

A contact with the first letters of CA came up, not uncommon, and in my dream and I called it explaining I was looking for my sister whom I had not seen.

A woman's voice came from behind what looked like a library check out counter, a large window or glass door behind it, and after thinking, recalling she said, "Oh, I  remember her, your sister with your mother."

And I gulped: But my my mother is dead.

Necause she, you, too ...