Friday, October 19, 2018

October 19. 2018

My dearest,

Shortly after my surgery, and before you died, I ran into you at Ross. I recall my surprise at seeing you there.  All these years and months and cataclysms, and stars as if yesterday.  I believe this memory is true. Its vividness evidence? Now I wonder if you'll come again, corporeal in the flesh ... as then unto now.

So too the black leather tooled wallet you gifted me last year at Hanukkah. I'd been looking and looking, combing through store shelves....and you'd placed it, behind the I'd find it — you'd read my mind. 

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

October 2018. Three days away from 17 years: epicness

HI my love.

Today is October 16, the 19th this Friday. All we should have shared, been doing, still are in a sense, am back to writing, not reading in class this week.

RUFOUS, reddish brown in color, apparently relates to hummingbird.  maybe birds in general, word streamed across my computer screen.